

elevenI want to tell you that you're my best friend because it sounds better that way and I suppose I'm just not cut out for this and should stop digging my own grave. I want to keep the words sacred, keep them safe and I want to shout them until they lose all meaning. Words without meaning are easy to say and I wouldn't have to worry about the pressure swelling in your throat until all that can fall from your mouth are the lies you think I want to hear.eleven
I want to scream it and say it in nothing but a whisper but instead I write them down and pretend they're not my own. I pretend that the silences won't kill me and the lies wouldn't bu


insecurities.insecurities.insecurities.
shouldnt I be headbentdown, fingersdownthroat, showerrunningtodisguisethesound by now? shouldnt I be scarsdownmyveins, sleevesdownmyhands, donttouchme by now?
broken like you.
but I keep quiet tonight; tonight theyre just gnawing, never reaching critical danger, never controlling me.
and I dont want your whyarethingsalwayssohardwithyou while you choke on all the salt in your eyes.
so tonight I keep quiet.
your amazing at what you do
and I absolutely love chuck && blair lol
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xoxo -Lesley Genao
And I love them too, can't wait for the new season to start so we finally get to see them as a couple! I wanna see more make-out sessions and stuff.
but they are made to fight each other did you see the new season trailer yet? if you haven't check it out and you'll see what i mean lol
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xoxo -Lesley Genao
Yeah, I know. I just hope that it works out for the best. If they have a huge fight and I don't know, take a break or whatever, in the first episode I'll be so mad. I need at least a couple of happy episodes with them, there have been practically none since...well, forever!
I mean they are the perfect partners in crime so there is bound to be drama but i am so looking forward to the premier lol
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xoxo -Lesley Genao
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